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1.03.2011

Changes

As I have said I am going to make a private family blog. I think I will also make a separate blog, that will have limited pictures. My family blog, will be for friends and family whom I know, my other blog will not be private.
This year will be bringing a lot of changes to my life, to the families life.

One word I have been pondering the last few days is : ALONE

ALONE is a scary word to me. BUT...it makes you stronger in the end, right?

Not that I am alone, I have amazing people in my life, and two beautiful children. But, I've never really been alone, and that thought scares me, though it kind of gives me hope at the same time. I can work on me. I can become the happy, loving, friendly person that is inside, if I just relax for a minute and let Joy be Joy.
I hope this next adventure in life creates a happier place for me, my children and for Geoff. We all deserve to be happy.

The blog will be going private....sometime, I just can't find the time to figure out what I want to do exactly!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

God bless you on your new journey, Joy. I am one of those silent followers, finding your blog through your Aunt Kathy's blog. I have enjoyed seeing your family photos and how much the children have grown. You are a fantastic photographer and I hope that your public blog will share many more of your photos with us. Just remember--you are never alone. Fill that place in your heart and mind with things that bring you happiness. Allow the Holy Spirit to guide you. Release. Once you do-that sense of aloneness will be out of your hands and placed in the trust you've given to God. Having been at that alone place before--I know the fear. And I was probably your age when I was there. It will pass. Just release your fears and trust in the Lord. All will be well.

kjtroxel said...

I am glad we were able to chat today...although too short.
You are such a grounded, darling woman.
Please let me know if you need any help. I'd love to watch the kids while you go for a run or errands...or just breathe
LMK
love, Kjersten

KiwiKaren said...

Hello Joy, You don't know me but I have been following your blog from the other side of the world (I'm a Kiwi living in Australia) since Paityn was a wee baby and have very much enjoyed it. I would be very sorry not to be able to see your beautiful children continue to grow via your blog. My email address is kpo.meredith@bigpond.com

With all best wishes to you all.

Karen

The Bengtzen Family said...

I hope everything is OK! We miss seeing you at Bunko every so often.

Jayne